ChiBi-LoTuS

Hello people!
No I am not leaving Deviantart, but as many of you have noticed (like the two people or so that are watching me ^^)Im not really active at deviantart. Not cuz im not surfing this site all the time, but because I dont really have time for drawing at all.
Im really busy cuz of school thats why may updates are so few.
I will upload 2 pictures soon. A horse portrait and a work for school.
I hope you like em and give a comment, Id be glad if you would do so.
Thanks!
Anyway I hope you will excuse my lack of deviantvisits. After this school year I will have some more time in holiday.
Until then, the few of those that actually read this ^^ be patient if you wat for pics.
Sorry for that..

Just have a good time, all of you!

Hello people!
Well I havent been online much on DA, but Im not drawing much anyway so..
Its been quite difficult for me to draw lately. Mostly because of so much school and a riding "test".
Ive been studying much for both and I havent been inspired for much.
Im really pissed because all these great artists here are so good and Im sorta lost on the line >_>
Maaaan I wished I was as good as some crazy cool artists on DA, just like W-Men or Heise. Dude, those people are gods.
And these are only 2. There are like hundreds of them on DA.

...
I feel so small, ugly and untalented t-t
...

What Im thinking about is a small Manga for fun. Cuz i really want to learn how to handle panels, storylines and all that stuff.
i have soooo cool stories in my head but no clue how to put them down.
(Well also because I feel not good enough for many of my pictures... they always turn out differently than I want em to be)

I also need to learn more about c++, php and javascript -_-
I have time for nothing and Im not in the mood for anything because of friggin school....


Ahhhhhhhhhh....

awww life has really become hard with so much school.
why do Germans always have to have the longest schooltimes and the hardest test, the dumbest teachers and the most annoying people who tell you "work harder and shut up". As if people wouldnt work hard lol...stupid

anyway. i havent been submitting much lately, so much work. but i hope to be able to upload some photos soon and hopefully new pictures, too.

we will see.
I wish everyone on DA a happy new year!

bye bye

Ive made probably the wrong decision about the school that im going to now, should have chosen the dang graphix and media school than, hell it wouldnt be so boring..maybe.

school sux. got three times school until 15.45 and im not gonne get home until 17.00. fucking bussystem sux, and all the roadwork makes it slower than walking by foot.
-.-
my dad lost his work because of fucking corrupt assholes... another 2 years of work 4 him and everything would have been settled

dang this world is lead by idiots, losers, lamers and other people that are so primitive that i cant discribe em... -.-


and the worst (xD) i sort of lost my creativeness....

-_--- ..|..

.... I dunno whats diffrent from friday, were I havent been 16?? I mean I havent had a 50.000$ party and a car and crazy people running around asking me for an invitation to my party. In fact there was no party... I mean, why would I celebrate ??? Oo Im not diffrent from yesterday or the day before...

birthdays are weird... they r only good for presents <3 and my birthday this year was small so it was kinda ... like the days before.... -o-V

PEACE PEOPL!

and what have we learned???
-I am a strange person
-My 16th birthday wasnt as great as the once before. Ive even been able to sleep the night before my birthday wich is SOOOOOOOO rare xP


have a nice week ppl